The more of you that I inspect, the more of me I see reflect...
...The more I try to read your lips, the more the mask you're wearing rips
Do you read me? 

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Pensive Dave
Today was the usual mess! My sister's decision to continue things with him messed it all up! I even threatened my mum and sissy that if they didn't stop arguing, I'd go away and they'd see me again in my dying bed! Well, I do have the tendency to go onto extremes, but I've always been the fighter, not the martyr as my sister has been acting all these years! Let me admit that my mum is sometimes afraid of me, as I don't hesitate to say 'no' when appropriate! And I've always had this attitude especially after being bullied at 12! I'd rather take my sword and fight back than just sit on the knees and beg!
I have fucking loved the Iron Maiden song Alexander the Great. I learnt that Bruce Dickinson apart from being a singer, a DJ, and a pilot, is also an author and likes being preoccupied with history!!! OMFG where can I find this man? :D Such diversiy!! I'm sure that with him, just like with Robert ♥♥♥♥♥, we'd have very interesting conversations late at night!! :D
I got out with Adam and my other friends and returned just before I started writing all this. I've never laughed in my life like that!! Also Adam can't wait to meet Johnny (as Johnny will return to Athens in September), as he says, "we're both the craziest mofos ever! LMAO!!
I really wish I could close my eyes and open them when it all will have ended!! Trying to get out of the hell, I get preoccupied with astrology, find solace from Robert and Bruce (Dickinson)...I've had a Robert 'inspiration' (after so much time, heh!), but I feel too sleepy and tired (especially mentally) to write it now. I'm gonna write it tomorrow, heh!
Wish me luck for tomorrow, as this storm has been going on for too long! D:
WOW!
OMFG I finally managed to get wireless internet connection for my laptop, thus it's the FIRST POST from it, ZOMFG!! :D And I have the same IP on this, so...yeah!
And now off to a sadder note...
Well, my sissy is utterly depressed. I even caught her grab my cigs, though she's never smoked until now in her life! And think that she would scorn me off for smoking...hah! This reaction occurred after hearing my dad disapproving of her lover. Considering that my dad is much more objective, sober and clearly thinking than my mum who is more of a paranoid, I really should think he's right. I've always relied on my dad's opinion, because of these mental traits. And what the hell? My sissy's lover didn't send her a message yesterday, not even at night, when he usually does! WTF? The man is unemployed, but haven't figured out plans for his career future so... *scratches head*
However, my parents approved Johnny! :D Seeing that he studies Biology and is an artist simultaneously really did impress them, especially my dad! They can't wait to meet him, LOL!
As for my sister, I have to say this: She's very kind-hearted, diplomatic and friendly but she backs off, as she doesn't have this: STRENGTH. She used to say 'yes' to EVERYTHING my mum demanded from her and she didn't give precedence to her own needs! I think she'd show STRENGTH if she did continue the thing with him despite our parents' disapproval. However, I don't know if her lover is as reliable as he appeared to be. Hmmm..... I keep telling her to keep her mind on the National Exams. (Those are government exams to hire teachers to work in the state schools.) I think we really should be grounded at times, y/n?

Anyway, now I'm off to do a meme by [info]narttukoira...
1. post a fairly recent picture of yourself
2. answer the following questions
3. repost this and tag three friends! WHOEVER WANTS TO DO IT!

They say that life is a carousel, spinning fast you gotta ride it well... )

Well, I really felt the urge to thank you all for supporting me yesterday and helped me feel a little better in all this mess, which, unfortunately, continues, but anyway! If there's someone who leads me to reason...that's YOU!!
Thank God, I'm gonna go out tomorrow with some friends....However, I won't tell them about the issue, as they ain't that close friends. I also would like to thank Johnny for helping me have a laughter in the midst of this mayhem....*sighs* And, of course, WE SHOULD NOT FORGET ROBERT!! :D ♥♥♥♥♥
Pensive Dave
OMFG!!1 day till the end, guys!! *bites nails* And I hope it will all turn out well!! Though it is at 9 am, so I have to wake up from 7 am, I really welcome it as a burden finally falling from my back...if it all turn out well, of course! I really have studied my ass off for this all these days now! Wish me luck!! :)
I added Sea of Love to my mobile's mp3 player! Well, Robert WILL YOU EVER STOP DOING THIS TO US? Not to mention that I couldn't help but picturing him as Achilles...ZOMFG once again! *sighs*
One thing that has got on my nerves is that my mum and dad are arguing 2 days now about a bureaucratic issue. It all started when my grandma's sister, who is a poor immigrant in New Jersey sent us a letter, but I still don't know what the hell going on! What gets on my nerves is that they're shouting too loud that my ears are in serious danger! Pathetic. It is so funny, though, because they are arguing like ...roosters!!
And now I'm off to a movie meme snagged by almost everywhere...
-Bold the ones you have seen
-Put an asterisk after the movie title* if you really liked it.
-Cross it out if you saw a film and really disliked it
-Underline the ones you own


Movie meme )
Faye called me and she was feeling bad AGAIN, because she couldn't get over her ex, though she knows he was a pure asshole! I told her why she should be happy to be single, so I got the chance to do this list...I know that most of us here are single, so we should celebrate! Of course, if someone has a satisfactory and complete relationship, they'd better ignore all this!!

7 reasons why you should be happy to be single:
1.Having youself (and only yourself) to cope with: I'm serious! You don't know how it ennervates me when I have my anxieties and have to think whatthe other does, whether he will cheat on me etc.
2.Free space: Of course, if you had a partner who clings to you or maybe imposes his will and interferes with what you actually want to do, you know how it feels. If your partner does share the same interests with you, however, the thing changes!
3.Daydreaming: Is there anything better than that?
4.Casually dating and flirting: All the best, because you get high self-esteem without feeling ..tied or something, hehe!! :D
5.No compromises: I think that says it all.
6.Smoking less: Yeah, it's happened to me. When I'm a stressful relationship I smoke more than 10 cigs, whereas while single (like now) I smoke less than 5 and there are days I don't smoke any. So...
And more importantly, 7.the freedom of living your life to the fullest as loosely as you wanna! With your friends, alone it doesn't matter! :D

Well, this doesn't mean that we're adverse to having a relationship, of course...It means that we should enjoy our single times more than anything and not feel that we HAVE to be with someone all the time! If you enter relationship just not to be single and for the shake of having a relaionship, then ...FORGET IT, as it's predestined to end, I tell ya!!

OK, enough with my nonsense. That's all for now!! :D Wish me luck once again!! :D
Pensive Dave
After finishing some revising, I took time to work out my abs again!! Well, I must tell you that this year I won't have any problem wearing bikini, hehehe!!!! My build has improved quite much, hahaha!!!
However, I think that some people must be shot right now!! Some Greek singer, called Nino, decided to sing (if we can call it so) "Smells Like Teen Spirit" in the Mad TV Music Awards (It's a Greek music channel awards). And wtf? HE SANG IT PLAYBACK!! WHAT THE HELL, GIRLS? Fuck, I can't find a video of it on youtube! Or maybe I should thank God for that? CRAP!!
And on top of it all, Greek music sucks! I feel bad to say this, but yay!! It used to be traditional, amazing and soulful, but now you can only see that almost EVERY British or American pop song becomes a Greek hit, copying the melody and adding some nonsense Greek words! WHY CAN'T YOU DO SOMETHING FUCKING ORIGINAL THAT KICKS ASS? WHY? Add the emo kids to the mix and you get the clear picture of what the hell is going on the 21st century's Greek music scene. AWFUL! Around 30-50 or even 60 years ago things were so much different on this! *sighs*
Sorry for all that rant, but yesterday I watched those crappy awards with my sissy. My God, I still cannot find out how my sissy can appreciate such crap!! I know you'll agree with me, as the nowadays Greek musical reality is not much different from the British/American ones today. If there is something good out here (and there, and I believe there is or can be) we should embrace it as much as we can. End of rant.

Dialogue between me and Lela, my sissy:
"Choose: a 20-year-old hot pop star or 59-year-old Robert."
"Robert, without question."
"And if that young pop star looked like young Robert?"
"Hmmm...difficult! Well, he also should be a rock star, not a pop one!"
"OMFG, you'd prefer someone who's older than our father?" *facepalm*
"Haha, first, I have seen no Greek popstar with Robert's looks and charming style! Second, if you can find me someone with Robert's timeless beauty and charisma, I'll pay you 1,000,000,000,000,000$!"
"Oh, God! You're seriously out of your mind!"
"It's not my fault, dear! Robert is Robert, after all!!"

It's 2 days before my exams...I'm a bit anxious, but still I know that when this day comes, I'll be done and free! I can't wait for my birthday! However, I think that I'll do my birthday bash in August along with my crazy mofos! I was thinking of doing it on Robert's birthday, if of course I'll remain to my village at that date, otherwise I'll do it earlier, kekekekeeee!!!!
That's all for now, girls!! :D 2 days until freedom...Phewwt!!
Pensive Dave
That studying really rocked my nerves off! In fact, I really need holidays NOW! I'm serious!
The garbage workers started strikes yesterday! Ha, 96 degrees outside and all that garbage outside=NO GOOD AT ALL!! And fucking headache on top of it all? No good either!
I really am stressed. With all that motherfucking stuff to study, I've just now started to regain understanding of the environment, I'm still so fucking dizzy!!
And I have a craving for pizza...again!! WTF?
In the midst of all this mess, George (my first boyfriend) did call me and he asked me to go out with him...but just the two of us, not with the others. I was so messed up due to studying and said I'd tell him later. I really wonder whether I should go out alone with him. Why? Because I'm really sure what he has in mind. I really don't wanna discuss this matter AGAIN! Even when I ran into him the last week before the exams, I could see that he still hasn't got over what had happened between us...some years ago!!! But, fuck, 2 years have passed since we broke up, if I ain't mistaken!! I really wanna move on, I have gone through 2 break-ups since I entered Uni and I know I'd rather be alone this time. OK, I do forgive George, but I still do feel awkward! Ever since we broke up, he always tries to find excuses to get together with me. I know that he's still single, too, so I think he wants to use me so as not to be alone, and I hate that! I haven't replied to his message yet, and I don't intend to do so today, I'm so tired! I know that reconciling with him will be anything but good for me! I know, I really wanna see the future with someone special ....but it's not him. However, I try to find the words to refuse without, of course, hurting him! But I suck at tact and diplomacy...guh! Anyone that is good at tact is free to help me, please!!!!

Anyway, to go something even funnier, I came across this photo! Virgin eyes, be warned!
A perverted and silly prank on Richard Cole! (Robert, is it you who thought that ...mischief, LOL?)

And, yay, I'm in a tell-all mood so...

Leave a comment asking me anything and I will answer truthfully. If I offend in any way, I am sorry.

That's aall for now, girls!!! :D I hope that tomorrow I will feel better, as today too many things fucked my brains out!!
Pensive Dave
Today was the usual studying day! In fact, it's already too hot outside and I have the A/C turned on most of the time!! Pathetic.
Haha, Def Leppard along with Whitesnake (screw you, David!) are gigging to Athens, Karaiskaki Stadium on July 19th, if I ain't mistaken! Def Leppard are OK, but Whitesnake ...&@#%&%#@@!^@%@#^$%^&##&^ I'd rather not say!
My crazy, but also beloved Eva phoned me again yesterday! The first thing she said is: "I can't stand seeing David Coverdale's face in every bus!!" We need more Robert, please!!
"Definitely! And think that some lucky girl went to Robert's gig with Alison Krauss on their US tour the day before yesterday!!" (Hello [info]beatles_who!!)
"That lucky bitch!! Wait, how do you know someone who went to a Robert and Alison US gig?"
"Ah, that's a long story...It's a "social networking" thing, y'know?"
I started explaining her the whole LJ thing. She was amazed!
"Oh, goodness! Maybe I should go join? I dunno but I'll be thinking of that!"
Well, should Eva finally join LJ, I'll tell ya, of course!

A meme from [info]beatles_who...
The Happiness meme )
Now that I come to think of it...well, it occurred to me that I've seen many lists of rockstars that anyone of us would shag, but I haven't seen any of the opposite so...

10 rockstars I would NEVER snag (and who annoy the shit out of me):

1.David Coverdale (I've stated the reason many times and don't wanna repeat myself.)
2.Keith Richards (who ...glues his face every morning, is 65 but acts like as if he was 20, but in a very negative way? KEEEEF!!!)
3.Mick Jagger (Sorry Mick, but you scare me too bad!!)
4.Rod Stewart (I don't why, but every time I hear him sing I'd rather change station!)
5.Ozzy Osbourne (HAHAHAHA, THE MOST RIDICULOUS GUY EVER, ZOMFG!! Why do you do this to yourself, dear? Not to mention he scares me, too!)
6.Steven Tyler (he's getting on my nerves lately, dunno why)
7.Jon Bon Jovi (ok, he's very good looking, but just don't like him...AT ALL!)
8.Anthony Kiedis (from RHCP) (Nah, he's way too indifferent for me!)
9.Ville Valo (if we count him as a ROCKstar, mwahahahaha!! :P Ah, eek!!)
10.Bono (blah....neutral!)

This list is full of cynicism (LOL!), but couldn't help it, HAHA!!!

Pfffttt... In 29th June will be the day of utter catastrophy! It'll be a year since that damn day I missed that Robert concert... I'd rather erase that day from the calendar (and from my mind!) UGH!

Anyway, that's all for now, girls! :D I hope that despite that mishap back then I'll get the chance some time. Period.
Pensive Dave
CRAP, CRAP, CRAP!!! This afternoon was one of the worst! Not only did I pass out, but I lost consciousness! And the Modern Greek suck more than anything, because you have to memorize a lot of USELESS things!! Pathetic.
And not only that, but I've been stuck at the same weight! 109 lbs! I really need exercise, but if only I had time for that!! :(
I really can't wait for 9 am tomorrow, as I'm sitting the exam at that time! I wanna let this crap go away, seriously!! Where's my well-known vitality? Now that I need it, it's not there!! I really am about to cry, seriously!
Anyway, I know I should calm down, as my nerves don't help AT ALL! Furthermore, writing all this has been my healing once again!!!
Well, remind me that I should ...BURN the Modern Greek books after the exam, hahaha!! XD
I'm off to do a meme right now...just to appease my fucking nerves!!
Off [info]imagine_peace
-Go to photobucket & put up a photo that best represents your answer!
Photo meme )

Haha, [info]beatles_who ...declared me as "Robert's biggest fangirl", LMAO!! I really deserve a Robert VIP access, as you said, LOL!!!

Ah, I feel somehow better...but still my dizziness really fucks me up!! I realy wonder whether I'll make it until July 10th.
God, forgot to say that the National University Exams results came out today! My friend's Chrysa's sister did amazingly well, she will achieve 1st place in any Uni she wants! This made me remember of this time last year, when my results had come out...my mum had allowed me to play Led Zeppelin on my stereo loudly all day and night, much to the nerves of my sister, who doesn't like classic rock AT ALL!! What a time it was....
Anyway, that's all for now, folks! Wish me luck for tomorrow...And that waking up at 7 am is torturing but beneficial at the same time as the heat won't have gone high and I "function" much, much better in the morning....Let's see! Guh, I've studied my ass off and still I'm very nervous....Oh, God!
Ah, Robert's voice in Stairway to Heaven (it's ending) really helps relieve some steam...*sighs*
Pensive Dave
Pfff, and once again pffff!! WHAT MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT DECIDED TO SET THE EXAMS AT THIS TIME PERIOD? I tell this because 93 degrees outside combined with rigorous studying are a very dangerous combination! God, on winter I used to study 8 hours in one sitting and remaining OK, and now in summer after 3 hours of studying I get really dizzy! In fact, I almost passed out twice and taking a damn nap didn't even help! Pathetic.
On Wednesday, I have that motherfucking Modern Greek exam! Pathetic once again!
On a lighter note, Faye texted on my mobile asking: "Hey, are we sitting the Modern Greek Exam on Wednesday?" Faye, don't make me ...LMAO!!! Oh, please!! XD
I don't know why, but there are 3 rockstars that, if I saw them in a dream, they WOULD SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!! And who are they?
1.Keith Richards
2.Rod Stewart and
3.Mick Jagger!!!
WTF?
And now off to 2 memes, tagged by [info]tinyflowers...
The Rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song. Or your favorite kind of sandwich. Something random. Whatever you like.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You WILL update your LJ with the answers.
4. You will include this explanation.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you will ask them five questions.
Interview me, please!! )

Another meme...
Rules: Comment on this entry and I'll choose seven things from your interests and you will explain why you're interested in those seven things.
7 interests meme )

These exams have stressed the shit out of me! I've always had the tendency to overexert myself, but now I'm really wondering how I will manage to cope up with this exam period! The hot weather DOES NOT HELP AT ALL!! :(
Anyway, that's all for now, folks! :D Somebody give me some Robert cure, PLEASE!! I really need it to survive until Wednesday!!
Pensive Dave
Oh, well, well...Yesterday was very good, in fact. My cousin and her fiance picked my sister and me up and went to a very amazing cafe...You could see the whole Athens (and beyond) in front of your eyes!! A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
As for studying, I ended Modern Greek and started Scientific Approach of Folklore (this exam is scheduled for July 1st). 2 books to study! Pathetic!!
I don't know why, but another rockstar is going to my ..."black list". The first one was David Coverdale, and now Keith Richards followed suit, LOL!! I don't know, but every time I see him, my nerves get picked up on, for an unknown reason.
Oh, God! Only one day was I logged out from LJ and saw many new memes floating around! However, I'll do only 1 of them!
Desktop meme (tagged by [info]tinyflowers)
1. Go to your desktop and press the Print Scrn key (located on the right side of the F12 key).
2. Open a graphics program (like Picture Manager, Paint, or Photoshop) and doing a Paste (CTRL + V).
3. Post the picture on your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop if you want. You can explain why you prefer such a look or why it is full of icons. Things like that.
4. Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktops as well.
My motherfucking Photoshop decided to be an ass, so... )
My parents just returned from Andros, hehehehe!! :D
Yesterday, I dressed in total pink! 2 photos of pink madness! (Pink top, pink eye shadow, whatever!!
2 pics of me behind the cut...Yay, I'm arrogant like that!! :D )
Oh, and I just found out another meme from [info]imagine_peace...
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now, shaping your summer. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they’re listening to.
1.White Summer/Black Mountain Side-Led Zeppelin
2.Big Log-Robert Plant
3.Gone Gone Gone-Robert Plant/Alison Krauss
4.She Just Satisfies-Jimmy Page
5.Hands Off-Rory Gallagher
6.The Lemon Song-Led Zeppelin (HAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!)
7.Piece of My Heart-Janis Joplin

Whoever wants to do it, ladies!!

That's all for now, folks!!! :D

BTW, Rea, did you check out my post at [info]rockstastrology? It's HERE!!!!
Pensive Dave
Oh, my God!! This morning, a very rare thing happened. We had opened the balcony doors, but not widely! My sister was going to the kitchen, but she noticed something really weird: A little bird was flying into the living room, trying to find an exit and then it stood on top of our TV! LMAO!!! After that, my mum opened the doors widely to help it go! WTF? "That's a very good omen!" mum told us!! Guh, it was silly of me not taking my mobile and, thus, not taking a photo of this ...weird incident!! It was ...unbelievable, to say the least!!
Periods suck! I suffered one of those "crying-without-reason" attacks! I hate it when my emotions become that uncontrollable!!
Tomorrow I have the Psychology exam. It is scheduled for 3 pm! I hope the weather won't be as hot today!! It's like 90 degrees outside and humidity makes it all shitty!
That mp3 shuffle will drive me mad! How the fuck it happens and it plays, apart from Robert-Alison, songs from Robert's solo career, considering that the Led Zeppelin songs consist like the 70-75% of my mobile's memory card? Robert, stop teasing me!! XD That's very weird, too, but...me likey!! :D
And now off to a meme from [info]tinyflowers
My life uncensored )
I will soon go to enroll in the Web designer course I was offered from the Education Ministry. WOW!!! As I've always loved being preoccupied with Technology apart from Litterature, (sounds contradictory, I know!! XD) I really would love to enhance my computer skillz, yay!! :D
Anyway, that's all for now, mes amies!! :D And I really hope that the Psychology exam will turn out well and I won't turn into a ...psycho, LOL!!!!!
:D

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